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I'm fine.


I'm fine.


I'm fine.


I'm fine.


I'm fine.


I'm fine.


I'm fine.


I'm fine.


Clearly you see that I'm not.


But really I'm fine.


Always have been.


But no I'm not.


I'm not fine.


Saying your fine means nothing.


It is a lie.


But I say it anyways.


It's all I can say.


To keep them away.


Because telling them won't help.


Because they don't understand.


Explainations won't do.


So I say those two words.


Just to keep them satisfied.


While my mind scream "I'M NOT FINE".


My lips are in a straight line.


I show no signs of being "not fine".


But that's just a mask.


So really, I'm not fine.


But I'll keep saying it.


I'll keep saying it till you're satisfied.


Because it's my problem.


It's never your problem.


So you shouldn't have to worry.


But I want you to worry really.


But telling you that is selfish.


I can't be selfish.


Selfish is bad.


Not good.


So if you ask,


Yes I am fine.


But no I am not fine.


I am far from it.


But I'll tell you that lie again.


So you don't make that face.


Even thought I'm not fine.


But really.


I'm fine.


I'm fine.


I'm fine.


I'm fine.


I'm fine.


......


I'm....not....fine....
"I'm Fine" is a phrase often used commonly amongst people to describe they are content.

However I dedicate this to a certain important someone who can't clearly say what they wanted to and instead tells people those two words. The complete opposite of how they actually feel due to a bit of a guilt-complex.
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:iconkurosaki224:
Kurosaki224 Nov 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
This is me whenever I'm not fine...
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:iconepicmangageek:
epicmangageek Aug 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
that can soo seem like me when frustrated
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:iconkaren-chanoverdrive:
I love this.

I fall in line with this. I don't like burdening others so I make myself okay...
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:iconmagmafyre:
I know this feeling exactly...
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:iconfacadestars:
i love this.
reading this actually made me feel better because i feel the same way.
thank you for writing this.<3
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g2a732648 Jun 27, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
simple yet truthful
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:iconvoitage:
i know exzactly how you feel when i saw the world mask i went to tears ive moved seven times im thirteen meaning ive had to restart my life every two years in i shape my personality my character my mask according to my inviorment o it always feels like a different life i hide all my pin from them because if i cry about it in front of them the'll tell me the reasons why or that it makes me flexible gee that makes up for every friend ive every had an there not even aware of how much its affected me so i get how you feel
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:iconbulletproofmind95:
this is an law in my life, i know how you feel because i feel in that way too
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:icongigerz:
Gigerz Jun 26, 2011  Hobbyist
thats exactly how i feel
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