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You're Not Alone..I see a boy in pain..
I see him say that he's alone..
I see the cuts upon his wrists..
I see them on my own..
I see the scars that never fade..
I see the wounds that never heal..
I see them say that no one knows the way they feel..
I do..
I feel the world of hate..
I feel the hopelessness and pain..
I feel the despair..
I feel heartbreak..
I feel sometimes insane..
I feel as if no one cares..
I feel as if no one's there..
I understand..
Don't ever say I don't..
Don't ever think you're alone..
Don't ever let it bring you down..
Just know..that I'll always be around..
With my hands to hold you..
My heart to love you..
My v

you

the soft sound of a silent scream
tore through my soul, left me beaten
like a fallen angel with wings broken
broken by your anger
every cry lasted a lifetime
every fight took a piece of me
every scar reminds me...
of how we once were, we loved.
i let my heart build me a road
and it led straight back to you.
i let my sorrow build me a staircase
which led me back in your embrace
the stories tell of a broken man
they tell of how something bad
can turn into something amazing
how a broken heart can be rebuild
how lost trust can be found again.
how even the darkest nights end
and the sun will shine again, but not for me.
for me t

Broken"What do you see in the mirror?"

"I don't know. It's broken."

"Just like you."

Fallen BlameThere are many things that you can't count on, and nothing that tells the truth.

Am I lying to you? Don't try to answer that. Because you're wrong. Don't worry, you're always wrong. And that, my love, is the truth.

But doubt me anyway. It's what you're supposed to do. And I know it's what you will do, so don't feel like you need to deny it. Denial is humanity's downfall.

I can't deny that I'm dying, and neither can you. We're all fading, honey, and don't tell me you don't see it. You just don't want to, do you?

And I understand why. I'll always understand, and that's the hardest part. I'll feel your pain and I'll feel my own and I'll watc

ContradictoryThe tears won't come
But I want to cry

I don't want to live
But I don't want to die

And I can't tell you the truth
But I also can't lie

What does one do when surrounded by contradictions?

barefoot cinderella
Her scars show openly now,
He thinks shes brave.
No one would ever be like her,
Beautifully strung together.
He thinks she's wonderful,
Like maybe she controls the stars.
He loves the emotion she shows,
Behind those bright eyes.
The way she smiles,
Even when she doesn't want to.
She thinks she keeps him around,
Because he makes her feel.
Something. Anything.

She doesn't realize shes in love with him.

. . . Wait until she finds out,
that will be a sight to remember.

PromiseI promised you I'd stay alive
Only for you, only for you.
And you looked at me and said,
'Good...because I need you always.'
And I smiled.

As you found her
My friend warned me,
His eyes cautious, his eyes pained.
'He will soon forget you,' he said...
And my world fell apart.

Months passed
And I realized he was right
More and more each day.
I was being forgotten...
'Looks like you don't need me anymore..'

I looked up at the night sky that evening...
The stars forming my favorite shapes
The moon piercing me in a way I'd never felt.
Perhaps..because..I wouldn't ever see it again?

I got the paper, I got the pen
And I wrote, w

the r i g h t one.find the boy who'll make you laugh,
when everything feels like it's falling apart,
nothing's going right and you feel like ripping your hair out,
because anyone can be serious, but it takes real lovers to be silly.

find the boy who'll make you smile,
for absolutely no reason at the thought of him,
and who's the true secret behind it at all,
because you never know who just might fall in love with your smile.

find the boy who won't just send you a text on anniversaries,
but will surprise you by showing up unexpectedly,
and calls you up at 3 am on your birthday just to say 'i love you',
because for at least that one second, you'll kno

One Of Those DaysDo you ever have one of those days
where you feel like your falling
deeper and deeper in your own black
hole?

Do you ever have one of those days
where you want to scream out to the
world, but you cant find your voice?

Do you ever have one of those days
where everything gets to be to much
and you feel like your going to
explode?

Do you ever have one of those days
where you want to be held and cry
your eyes out in someones arms, but
you cant because no tears will come?

Do you ever hace one of those days
where you feel nothing at all besides
loneliness, helplessness, and emptyness?

Role ModelI'm not as perfect as you think I am.
I have many flaws,
it's just,
most of them you never see.
But I guess that's just
what it is that makes me.

I don't like my imperfections,
and I hate talking about them more.
But don't you ever make assumptions
because there's far more than that in store.

I'm possessive.
If you're mine, I want you mine and only mine.
I won't waste time
caught on a line.
I fall for one and only one at any given time.

I'm insecure.
Not just about my weight and looks,
but of my intelligence, everything from books.
I second-guess myself
and end up making the mistakes of a rookie.

I'm secreti

Look, See, ListenI see you tears.
I hear your cries.
I start to wonder,
Is it all just lies?

Have I wasted my breath?
Have I wasted my time?
For you to do nothing,
But fall back down and whine?

We'll reach for you,
If you reach for us.
Meet us halfway,
Without making a fuss.

You have so much,
But you refuse to see.
But you still have her.
You still have me.

All your pain,
You create in your mind.
You hold onto it,
Because it won't bind.

She and I,
Slash and slaughter
The pain, that grows back.
Why do we bother?

Simply becasue,
We really do care.
We don't wish to see you,
In all your despair.

Find MeFind me, please
Find me now
I have been lost
And can't be found
I'm asking you
I'm asking, please
Won't you try to find me?

In the darkest corner
Of the darkest room
I sit and wait
This is my eternal fate
I'm begging you
I'm begging, please
Won't you try to find me?

All alone
I sit and cry
I scream out "Why?"
Why haven't you found me?
I'm burning..
Baby, I'm burning..
Won't you just try to find me?

HurtYou screamed at me
I just sat and smiled
Just look at you
Such an immature child

You turned everyone against me
But that's okay
It doesn't matter
I don't need them anyway

You spread rumors real quick
They're not true
You're just mad
Because I hurt you, too

You aim to hurt
You aim to break
Grow the fuck up
For everyone's sake

You hurt me bad
But I hurt you more
I broke your heart
And walked out the door

Feel the PainI've been through it
I've seen it all
Now watch me as I slowly fall
Watch me as I slowly crumble
See me as I hit the ground
Hear me barely make a sound
Feel the pain I hold inside
Think the thoughts as I collide

Now watch me as I rise back to my feet
Watch me be the one you can't defeat
See me as I make my way
Hear me as I calmly say
"Feel the pain I hold inside"
Think of me as the one who survived

So Ugly It's BeautifulSo ugly that it's beautiful
So depressing that you smile
So hateful that you love it
So close it seems a mile

So beautiful it's ugly
So happy that you cry
So loving that you hate it
So alive that you just die

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I'm Fine

by ~ScribblersNotes, Jun 26, 2011, 3:42:21 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

Clearly you see that I'm not.

But really I'm fine.

Always have been.

But no I'm not.

I'm not fine.

Saying your fine means nothing.

It is a lie.

But I say it anyways.

It's all I can say.

To keep them away.

Because telling them won't help.

Because they don't understand.

Explainations won't do.

So I say those two words.

Just to keep them satisfied.

While my mind scream "I'M NOT FINE".

My lips are in a straight line.

I show no signs of being "not fine".

But that's just a mask.

So really, I'm not fine.

But I'll keep saying it.

I'll keep saying it till you're satisfied.

Because it's my problem.

It's never your problem.

So you shouldn't have to worry.

But I want you to worry really.

But telling you that is selfish.

I can't be selfish.

Selfish is bad.

Not good.

So if you ask,

Yes I am fine.

But no I am not fine.

I am far from it.

But I'll tell you that lie again.

So you don't make that face.

Even thought I'm not fine.

But really.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

......

I'm....not....fine....

I'm Fineby ~ScribblersNotes

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

"I'm Fine" is a phrase often used commonly amongst people to describe they are content.

However I dedicate this to a certain important someone who can't clearly say what they wanted to and instead tells people those two words. The complete opposite of how they actually feel due to a bit of a guilt-complex.

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~Kurosaki224 Nov 21, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

This is me whenever I'm not fine...

~epicmangageek Aug 6, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

that can soo seem like me when frustrated

~Karen-chanOVERDRIVE Aug 5, 2012

I love this.

I fall in line with this. I don't like burdening others so I make myself okay...

~MagmaFyre Jul 21, 2011

I know this feeling exactly...

~facadestars Jul 19, 2011

i love this.
reading this actually made me feel better because i feel the same way.
thank you for writing this.<3

~ScaredValentine Jun 28, 2011

Beautiful

~g2a732648 Jun 27, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

simple yet truthful

~VoItage Jun 26, 2011

i know exzactly how you feel when i saw the world mask i went to tears ive moved seven times im thirteen meaning ive had to restart my life every two years in i shape my personality my character my mask according to my inviorment o it always feels like a different life i hide all my pin from them because if i cry about it in front of them the'll tell me the reasons why or that it makes me flexible gee that makes up for every friend ive every had an there not even aware of how much its affected me so i get how you feel

~bulletproofmind95 Jun 26, 2011

this is an law in my life, i know how you feel because i feel in that way too

~Gigerz Jun 26, 2011 Hobbyist

thats exactly how i feel

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